ABEND

I am without a computer of my own for the foreseeable future. The hard drive in Drkn's and My computer died a nasty death yesterday. I don't know when it or the computer (if that is necessary) are being replaced.Anyone who wants to contact me reliably should do so by Phone, In Person, Or by Snail mail. I'm not sure how often I can borrow the Dragon's computer. I know I won't be keeping up here until Drkn and I have a computer again. Also unless I've specifically told you that I'm not speaking to you please assume any lack of contact form me is due to the fact that I don't have access to your information. Crystal hon I only had your numbers on my computer. (I'm not upset with you or anything and I'm sorry you were accidentally on a filter that made you uncomfortable.)This means the kids don't have access to email either so that will not work as a contact method for them.

Same to you

Calling me a fucking bitch in front of my nine year old child is really petty.Puppy told me that someone was calling me a fing b while they had her and her sister out shopping this weekend. She also seemed to think she would be in trouble for telilng me that this induvidual had taken them shopping at Victoria Secrets.I make sure people don't bad mouth Warin anywhere in the kids hearing or potential hearing, too bad I don't get the same respect from his household.

I have a room

it's even more or less clean. I can see teh floor and the walls and i can get to anyplace in teh room without tripping or banging my shins. I even vaccumed. Drkn and I spent a few hours today gettign teh room gone through and all teh clutter gotten rid of. I still have a few palces that need work but it is no longer an overwhelming task.next weekend we plan to tackle puppy's room (with puppy) after we go to my moms so sunday will probly be cleaning day.tomorrow drkn and I go look for dressers, his is trashed (has been for a few years actually but he kept trying to hold it together with nails and a hammer.) My dresser will become pooka's though it will still be in our room and I am looking for matching dressers for drkn and I. I also discovered that one of teh kitties has been peeing in the clean laundry while it is still in teh basket. I set down a basket and delt with a pooka five min later i discovered a puddle of pee in teh clean basket. So i had to re-run all teh laundry from that load.

Poem

I don't know who wrote this poem but I found it on a scrap of paper in a church after a friend of mine had been murdered. Several folks that I know are dealing with Death right now in one format or another. I offer the poem to you in hopes that it will bring you the solace it brought to me.Do not stand at my grave and weep,I am not there I do not sleepDo not stand at my grave and cry,I am not there I did not die.*******Edit to add the full poem that Kelshei found for me includeing the author*******Do not stand at my grave and weep.I am not there, I do not sleep.I am a thousand winds that blow.I am the diamond glint on snow.I am the sunlight on ripened grain.I am the gentle autumn rain.When you wake in the morning hush,I am the swift, uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circling flight.I am the soft starlight at night.Do not stand at my grave and weep.I am not there, I do not sleep.Do not stand at my grave and cry.I am not there, I did not die!Mary Frye (1932)

State

I go to State March 24th. I wish I had been able to get teh February slot but I'll take teh March one.I have to be onsite at 8am and I test from 8:30 am to 2:30 pm So keep a good thought for me on that day please. Between now and then I will be studing for between half an hour and an hour a day, and I wil be mediting and doing a ritual purification bath the night before. (As my instructor said nerves will sink ya so drop the stress.)Thank you to everyone who was keeping thoughts out that I'd get February and that I'd hear bakc soon. They sent me Email notification the written will probly follow shortly.

CEPT update

I don't know what date yet but they got the application and money order on Friday. Hoping like hell I get the February slot. So please keep those good thoughts that I get teh Feb slot, and I'll be posting as soon as I know what date I got.

CEPT

Heya folks we just got all our paperwork from the place we trained at. We are applying to take teh state certification exam. Please keep a prayer for us that we get the February slot. And lots of supportive energy on the day of test would be great as well. (test will either be on Feb 17 or March 24 I find out after they get my application and money order.)